The Imp of the Perverse

It’s a busy time for me right now. I’ve started this blog and besides writing, I need to stay on top of self-promotion. I’m working on a new show and there are texts to write and learn, rehearsals to organize and run, and tentacles and monsters to stitch together (more on that in another post). And of course, I also have to work (preparing and giving classes and doing proofreading) and earn money to keep myself in bandwidth, liquid latex, and fake fur. And yet, the other night I watched four episodes of a TV show that I don’t even really like that much. Argh.  Why? Why would I do something so pointless?

I think good old Poe put his finger on it in his 1885 story, The Imp of the Perverse, which puts into words so clearly, a human tendency at the heart of so much of his writing, a tendency which may often go unconsidered. The overwhelming urge to perform an act precisely because it is the wrong thing to do:

“I am not more certain that I breathe, than that the assurance of the wrong or error of any action is often the one unconquerable force which impels us, and alone impels us to its prosecution. Nor will this overwhelming tendency to do wrong for the wrong’s sake, admit of analysis, or resolution into ulterior elements. It is a radical, a primitive impulse — elementary.”

Perverseness

The story is an odd one, but I love it.  For the first half, it comes across as a treatise on this psychological element, its narrator (who I had first assumed to be Poe-as-essayist) expounding upon history’s failures to account for irrationality before describing and naming this drive and giving three familiar examples: the urge of a usually succinct and generally kind speaker to irritate his or her listener by blathering on in a circuitous manner (an urge which my wife could attest I sometimes indulge in—though, to be fair, I could never claim to be laconic to begin with), the temptation, when standing on a precipice, to take the plunge, and the penchant to put off till tomorrow that which we most want to do today.  His characterization of this procrastination is, perhaps, most striking in how true it rings.

“We have a task before us which must be speedily performed. We know that it will be ruinous to make delay. The most important crisis of our life calls, trumpet-tongued, for immediate energy and action. We glow, we are consumed with eagerness to commence the work, with the anticipation of whose glorious result our whole souls are on fire. It must, it shall be undertaken to-day, and yet we put it off until to-morrow, and why? There is no answer…”

I can only assume based on my own experience of living, that this is a situation everyone has been in.  But maybe it’s just me and old Edgar…

Shortly after, the story takes a turn and becomes, well, a story.  The narrator is telling us all this to explain how he ended up in this cell, condemned to die.  Having committed a very well calculated and painstakingly carried out murder, which had gone off without a hitch, and after which, he had acquired a large inheritance and lived comfortably for years, the narrator had realized that the only way that he could ever be caught would be if he “were fool enough to confess.”  Following that epiphany, he could not stop thinking about it until he finally snapped and publicly declared his wrong doing.  Thus, it was this imp of the perverse that has led him to his doom.

First of all, it is a tasty bit of irony that our example here of the imp is not the drive that led him to kill, which had been fully rational, but rather, that which has led him to confess.  You might take for granted that a devil on the shoulder is more likely to needle someone into crime, into “sin,” but in Poe’s conception it is simpler and more broad.  Simply the wrong act.  The one for which there is no good reason, no motive.  The motive for the killing had been obvious—money. The motive for admission is not so clear—but it surely wasn’t guilt.

Broader application

In this, I think Poe captures a human truth which, to this day, can still go overlooked.  How often are characters in books, in films, on TV, written to be internally consistent, psychologically understood characters, driven by clear motivations.  We criticize the writing when that lapses. And yet, I don’t think that’s who we always are.  And it’s not merely a case of some kind of Freudian death drive, but that sometimes we act with no clear motivation at all. Sometimes we do something stupid, something cruel, something self-defeating, or just something odd or nonsensical simply because that is the thing that we do.

And this is not only a literary concern.  I remember circa 2010, reading an essay reflecting on the economic crisis at the time, which criticized modern economists’ continued reliance on an outdated and inaccurate figure from classical economic theory, Homo Economicus. First conceptualized by figures like John Stuart Mill and Adam Smith, this theoretical economic agent “acts to obtain the highest possible well-being for him or herself given available information about opportunities and other constraints, both natural and institutional on his ability to achieve his predetermined goals.”  A great deal of economic models have been based on this notion that en masse, people act out of rational, informed self-interest.

While people may be essentially self-serving, I think it unrealistic to state that we are, as a rule, rational or informed. Thus, forecasts, economic or otherwise, based on such expectations seem doomed to inaccuracy.  To be fair, there are many competing theories and Homo Economicus was already being criticized in Mill’s day, but the idea persists. We still expect ourselves and each other to have reasons for doing what we do.

Horror

So what about horror? This is a horror blog, after all.

Beyond the fact that this qualifies as a horror story (murder, madness, and what not), I think that any time that horror (film, writing, etc.) falls into being too rational, it can ring false. Or at the very least, it can feel flat. But when a taste of mystery is sustained, when we can’t see the whole thing, when it feels that there are depths we cannot plumb, it is that much richer; it has a chance of delivering that delectable shudder of the uncanny.

I mean, of course, there should be motivations. I’m not saying that we should abandon all sense of psychological causality and lazily just offer up any old thing without thinking it through, but if at the end of the story, a killer can honestly and exactly state their motivation, whether it be revenge, money, fame, or love, it often underwhelms, not doing justice to the staggering inferences of a word like ‘horror.’ In counterpoint, think of the final moment of The Strangers when the killers, asked why they have done these horrible things, simply answer, “because you were home.”  Chilling.

Horror is best when there is an element of not just the unknown, but the unknowable. And that need not mean abstract, tentacled, ancient, evil gods from another dimension. Rather, if a work brings us into contact with that which is unknowable within the human heart and mind, it can be most effective.

Apologia

What am I doing here?  Does the world actually need another horror blog?  Probably not, and yet here we are…

But why?

Do I have a unique perspective? Maybe, but certainly not based on my identity markers.  The world really is not calling out for another white, straight, cis, male horror blogger. But we all, as individuals, have individual perspectives to offer, right?

I’ve long appreciated academic readings of horror texts, such as the work done by Carol J. Clover, Noel Carroll, or Robin R. Means Coleman, but I’m also really not an academic with the scholarly chops to offer some groundbreaking new theory.

I’m just myself: a person who loves the genre and who loves thinking critically about the things I love, who enjoys dwelling both in the atmosphere of something delightfully chilling, and dwelling in a reflective mode, seeking to understand how I feel and what I think about what I’ve just seen/read/experienced/felt/thought.

I hope that’s enough, but I suppose we’ll see…

So let’s start with the eternal question, “Why horror?”

No—that’s silly. Whoever you are, you wouldn’t have come to a horror blog if you are actually puzzled by how anyone could enjoy this kind of content, could take pleasure in being scared, grossed out, disturbed, shaken, haunted, or appalled.

So, to rephrase, “What do I love about Horror?”

-I’ve always craved intensity and extremity in artistic experience.  I want work to get to me.  If I go to the theatre, I want to witness something that tears me open and leaves me raw, after which I have to struggle to put myself back together again, hopefully changed, hopefully better.  I want the same from a good horror film.

-I love the creative drive and horror is full of it.  From the most pretentious art-house fare to the cheapest, sleaziest  grindhouse flick, this is a genre where people take risks, try new things, are willing to push the envelope, and possibly fail. I’d rather watch a lousy horror movie where someone got excited about a bad idea and executed it terribly, where the plot and characters are paper thin, but someone has put so much thought, artistry, and love into figuring out how to best display a bucket of viscera than a mediocre but safe police procedural.  

-I love how open horror is to layers of meaning, to symbol, to more than base naturalism.  Someone (I wish I remembered who) once wrote that ‘where there’s a monster, there’s a metaphor.’ On one level, I take pleasure in stories, characters, situations that are more than real. On another level, I love (and this is where it often gets academic) how easily horror texts can serve as a lens through which to view the society, the time and place, and the people that the text came from.  When you’re dealing with images of what scares people, what upsets them, what upends a depended on status-quo, even a failure of a film can be a really valuable artifact in terms of social analysis.   

-Finally (for now), I love the inherent tension of finding cinematic pleasure in terrible things (in terms of content, but also quality).  I love a good time. I love the perverse impish glee of getting down into something awful and thrashing about, of chasing the dragon of a really good scare, of having my own boundaries pushed (from the comfort of my sofa), of the joy of figuring out how to do something, show something that has never been done or shown before, of the nasty, childish impulse to really get a rise out of the viewer/reader.

I love Horror.

And I’m going to write about it.

I hope that’s ok.